October yg penuh cabaran

I've tried ma best to be a better staff..bt somehow i feel unappriciated while doing those job given..cam dh bosan xlarat n byk bnde tgh pikir...rasa nk gi cuti2 jerr..lyn bayu,bnyi ombak n santai2 kt tepi pantai...it's stressfull ble kne staybck blk lewat2 dkt kul 2-3 pg..pastu gi meeting yg mmbosankannn jiwa..uuurrgghhh....i wanna to fly away!!..

n somehow i' feel something...like....it was the first time i _____________=p tp kne ignore gak this feeling....